话，变少了……
泪，变多了……

开心，变少了……
烦恼，变多了……

我想问从前的我到哪里去了……
他是否不要我了……
我看事情似乎执着了……
停下来呼吸，开始怀念过去……
面对未知的未来，我害怕……

An ordinary day with an extraordinary thought

starting a new life isnt that easy..somehow,i had gone through the first stage(hopeless and helpless stage) thanks to all the new friends~they do help me a lot...education and advices..everyday i enjoys all the lessons in school...trying my best to catch up all the homework..meeting new people told me that..human got their own personality..this is the thing that we couldnt change...even though there are gossip flying around in the class but thn,this is the way they show their love and caring to each other..^^i guess...haha...this year is an unfortunate year for me...everything comes new and bad things happened one by one, i am trying my best to fight against all the bad things,sometimes i just hope that the world could stop for 30 minutes for me and i just can release all my stress in that golden time..my bad attitude is i choose to cry to release all my sadness and stress,dunknw since whn..i turn to be a ''ham bao''...sometimes i just like to think that whn cn i escape from here,i wana see the world...but thn,i found out that i was acting like a kid,escaping everything i am nt willing to face it..so i have to be more mature,everything just think it deeply and try to not think too much...i wonder why women have to be that complicate..even myself i have no idea,everytimes i convince myself to be generous,everything will be fine..at first i am not fine,i cried and cried and cried,but after couple of weeks...i stop crying anymore,i choose to trust you,or maybe i just listened what my friend said,we have to ''tai hoi dit'' he is right,i cant stop ur social life,or u stop my social life..maybe i just lake of confident after seen a lot of fact,people said that scropion likes to hide their weakness and real feeling...hard shell is to protect themselves,but inside it,they are soft..and weak...so start frm now,i wana train to be a strong and independent scropio! =)