突发~

‘看着天空~思念的泪水就不会掉下来’~ 突然想起志玲姐姐再刺陵里的对白，以前从不觉得这句话原来有着这样的感觉~现在可是非常认同哦~对于天蝎座的我来说，宁可自己承受一切也不愿让对方知道或许这是我的性格吧。既然选择了就不应该随便放弃.我们呀 可是对任何有兴趣的事可是很执著的呢。这是好事吗？受了伤，就吞下去~因为很好吃?哈哈~或许哦！
我们的思维可是非常复杂~我不喜欢~爱恨分明~很恐怖~付出过得是否真的会有收获呢？一旦付出了，想得到的贪念会随之增加~到头来，也将会伤得很重。阿~好久没好好诉法自己了。感觉脑袋块装不下太多东西了……假如有一天我突然消失了，我没告诉你……你会怎样？我回答不到……你也一样……就让它成为彼此之间的秘密吧……最近看花博演唱会，眼泪会是不是跑出来……为什么呢？应该是一种情绪抒发吧~>.< 哭过就好了~也很抱歉~他老说不要在我不在自己哭~说真的，很感动……谢谢

对了，考试要到了哦~只希望不会每晚睡到一半跳起来~那很糟糕~XD

19-09-2010

This month will less online...next month will stop on9-ing~ spm....i'm nt sure i cn gt a gud result...but i'll try my best^^...do it for you..i still remember u said that to me b4 u leaved~ tml is reopen sch...start a new life...must add more OIL~shuld not watse my time anymore...put some effort on it b4 regret~i hope i could tahan till the last day of spm...be tough!!!! there is a new plan for me..if i felt stress...or lost~temple de~ i will be there..mayb bai bai could help me reduce stress~i can do it izit??? tell me yes babe~>v<

moody?

gosh~i gotta feeling...like wana scold ppl gao gao~T.T....wats goin on arh...~i had done something reli stupid 2day...mayb its the reason that i wana blame on some1..so damn hate this kind of attitude~lee pei yeng...whn u gona change it huh? =.=...i nid something to clean my mind~my brain was stuck just like my nose~=.=...reli shuang during shopping~the moment that i cn throw everything behind...i nid IT agn...XD...

two is better than one~

peiyeng here!!!!! it is still holidays~so i can hanging around my blog~=p...just finish bathed,suddenly my brain was flash back some memory...i am missing u~when u sing that song with guitar..gosh...so lam~touching~^^...bcz the song is means a lot for us..^^i hope tat there is no others girl could saw u sing to them except me =p...hehe...tml will be a brand new day..i'm still loving u..loving my family..loving my frens~

holidays~^^

holidays holidays~!!!!!! holidays= tuition + work..O.O..i had passed a lovely,meaningful,happiest holidays...why ? why? ask me babe~hehe...his kk friends was coming to sdk..at first i heard..i was afraid..oh o~haha...but actually they r very kind and lovely~its very comfort to be with them~or maybe i shuld said its all because u r right beside me?? =p..within two days...we had visited sepilok,RDC,ate PTG,ytimin.....ocean king for breakfast~u was late tat morning~haha..and u keep on saying sorry~i din mad at all,cz his frens was blame on hin..''gao cho o..let ur gf wait''haha..it is the first time for me to go there with bf~either u too...^^...crocodile farm and memorial park..we met a cute baby~he was so cute~,memorial park..ur fav plc..full of sej~haha...sepilok...20 minutes drift frm sim sim to there..shuang~i won..i knew tat u r let me won~in the sepilok,i still remember tat new zeland's guai lou ask u wat...r u two korean? hahahaha...bangga~!!..there is no other word can describe u except HAPPY..1st time i slept on ur shoulder was in the video room...time is short bt i slp dou hou lam~cz u r beside me~ ~u r a ''sai sam'' and super good bf~he knew tat the sun was hot..he will shade u frm getting sun burnt..by using a RDC map...haha...playing the ''diew kiu''...kein ,kyane,u and geo was crazy~so scary~after v walk till the end...''perhatian,hanya 2 atau 3 dewasa lalu'' hahahaha~
that was day activities...at night..tiara pub..reli not a good plc to go~cz all of them r guai guai zai n lui~haha...ba lin~ i love this plc..cz u said b4..''i will brg my gf here one day'' and u made it last few month~hehe...having siew gai yik in the vip ''roof''..jeremiah was super afraid~phobia of height~XD..sit very formal thr..nt dare to move an inci~XD...after they bak kk...u r mine..XD...u brg me go temple dek~to visit ur mum~thank u..it means a lot for me n u,i'm sure.....i pray for u...for everything..verynight..whn u fetched me home..i always think tat..time pass too fast..T.T...its time to say goodbye..i hate to say goodbye..u knew tat..tats y u seldom say goodbye~jing wu tat night..v went to fetch ur two kawaii biao mei..they r reli cute..funny..go pub order cola...emtiam..haha..town seaside...i love there..a good plc for couple~hehe...he is a solou~a movie watched twice also dun mind...he is a ben dan~haha..meanwhile...i love his dad d tong sui^^...thanks him..enjoy the sunset agn at sim sim next time..now..he is goinbg back kk...v cnt meet for the coming 3 months..sad~tears dropped whn i hears ''my heart will go on''flashed back these 10 days..but anyway,i wnt cry front of u...i wont let u worry^^i'll jia you,i hope u will jia you too...dec...i hope tat time u will acc enjoy the sunset at tanjung aru..>.<..this is all abt OUR holidays~thank u..chen vui...

摩斯特Da.mon.ster - I Love You. You Love Me

The Saturdays - Missing You

I'm back~^^

there had been a long time that i leaved my blog...well...I'm home friends~XD...u guys miss me???within these weeks,lots of things had happened..where should i start??? at first,EXCEL IS OVER~hurrayy!!! 2nd,HOLIDAYS IS AROUND THE CORNER!! it is two weeks holidays...we shuld be happy,bt i'm not...i'm getting nervous and nervous...more stress..more afraid with this coming SPM!!! we cant predict wat will happen in the future..thats y we afraid of it..BE TOUGH~i hope some1 could told me that~i knew that i wasnt alone..but once i step in my house..i was alone,facing my books alone,talking to myself,even my grandmum n granddad was here~but then,i'm still feel so lonely...what am i actually want??? am i too count on u?? i was afraid that i will lost myself..i'm not who i am~haiz....i'm still searching my lost treasure~when i was lost,i kept telling myself...everything gona be alright,dun watse ur time!! awake~our future is in our hand..i'm not gone leave any sign in my secondary school~moreover,i sweard i wont fall in sick during exam...i was totally regret abt it..gosh..too worst~i cnt accept it...

last night i read a news...it was about three teenagers dead in an car accident,when i read one of the teenager gf's blog..i was cried..it was too touching..tat second 1st thing come to my mind was,if one day that happened between us..how?? i hav no idea...i shared this news to my friends this morning..some say they will cried,but some said wont...not crying it dosent mean not caring,din ,love him,or cruel...actually their heart was bleeding...u knw tat? girls sometime said tat i dun care..watever..but when girls alone..they actually care a lots...they r hide to cry...girls..dun gt fooled easily...some1 ask me...will u be one of them?? i said_____girls like to set up a layer of self protection frm guys...agree..they actually pretending they r strong enough can accept anything..grandma teache dme that dun trust guys easily..be smart...yea..she is right...eventhough it was a lie,we should learn from experiences~a guys will protect u if he do love u..he wont hurt u break ur heart easily...^^

生命

人的生命是很脆弱的，我们根本不能想象我们什么时候会离开。我刚看完了一篇非常感人的短文……一场意外就将两人阴阳相隔~这世界就是这样……回想起来，我以很久没看到你，没和老朋友联络，死神，老是在我们的身旁俳徊着，只是我们没察觉到而已……珍惜彼此~不让自己后悔.眼泪往往不听使唤的掉了下来……剩下的只有孤独和寂寞~陪伴着我的是一首阿桑的寂寞在唱歌~期望的是你在我身旁，想念的是你的温柔……轻轻的不再去想这一切一切~天亮了，带着思念的泪水孤独的往前走~冷冷的………………

寂寞的季节

多么寂寞和孤单的日子啊！老姐不在，威不在，哎~书本阿书本~剩下你咯~今天呢，很轻松因为只上了三节课。朋友们老说我不懂得放松自己不懂得玩乐~赞成！不懂……老感觉会考快到了可是好像还没准备好酱~这些日子要谢谢可是那帮朋友了~要不是有你们，我应该闷到脑冲血了~哈哈……今天呢~朋友和他的gf吵架了~〉。〈 突然觉得好恐怖~因为身边的朋友最近不是分手的分手，吵架的吵架，实在是搞不懂~难道是天气吗？说实在，自己还蛮怕的……谁能来救救我呢？啊！试考要来咯~朋友们……加油吧！好想快点考完会考……^^..NO　ＭＯＲＥ　EXCUSE．．ｉ　ｍｕｓｔ　ａｄｄ　ｏｉｌ～

21-07-2010

well...好久没上来写作了~今天有时间~所以咯~哈罗！！今天呢~发生了好多好多事，有时还真是吃不消~小考呢~过去啦,接下来的正在烦恼下个月的晚会~人类！为什么你是一种老是犹豫不决的动物~有时我还真得不懂明明说“好” 古人说得对啊~事情不可能都是那么如意的，一个头两个大~=。= 多么希望你在我身边~哎~算了吧~再努力咯！另外,另外~今天不小心对辉发了一下下的脾气~对不起啊！

知足~很满意现在的生活~除了你不在~没关系~反正有时生活太幸福会让人感到害怕~对吧~享受现在的生活！会考快来了！做好心理准备向它出发~会考过后便可以和朋友和你一起去游玩了~

健身健身~老兄~你好象教错东西了 ·。· 现在要挑战我家的“山”你知道的啦！哈哈~要加油！你知我知就好啦~要保密哦~=p
今天要分享一张很漂亮的海边照~它很特别~希望你也能感受到，我希望哪天我能和你去完所有的海边~想必要带很多防晒吧！有你的地方就有阳光~还是雨天？xixi~

3/07/10

好久没有上来了~上个星期实在有点忙。可是呢，无论在忙，到了星期六，我就把一星期的辛苦忘得干干净净。昨天发生一些事~我和一班朋友赌昨晚那场足球哪个国家会赢~德国~哈哈，另外，昨天，我介绍威给婆婆认识了，婆婆很满意~回想起来那场面实在是很可爱~另外的细节呢就不方便说咯~当然不是你想得那样，哈哈，说到晚上呢~他呢带我到NAKＨｏＴＥＬ楼上的ｂａｒ～环境很美～有他在更是完美～我们俩在那聊了很多～我更加了解他了……开心～不约而同的我们竟然都喜欢同一首歌～我更加确定我很爱他～再过一个星期～他就要回去了……依依不舍～可是我不想说出来～因为不想他看到我的伤心～我的伤心是他的痛苦～你永远是最好的～你知道吗？

Canon (O2 Full Version)

下雨天

转眼间又到了周末的下午，现在外面正下着绵绵细雨，而我，正坐在电脑桌前思考着~外面的冷风向我吹来，冷冷的，很舒服~今天推荐的歌曲是“泪海”它让我想起了许多往事，由于今天的天气良好~我和朋友们一同去逛街~已经好久没那感觉了~我很怀念过去的日子~这让我会想起前几年我和红新月的朋友们一起去喝茶和逛街。我很想念那时的我。总是那么的积极，希望我的学弟学妹们能做得比我还好！！在红新月，我学会了团结~我学会了如何处理人际关系，我学会了尊师重道~以及独立。有时还真不懂为什么要加入这个社团。朋友们常这样说，我也不懂，或许我在这大家庭找到了能让我前进的动力~现在回想起那时的我们，很可爱，也很开心~

突然想起了一件事，明天，就是明天了，只要过了明天，只要同意了，就正式了，相信自己所作的决定是对的~开心地去面对~因为知道你就在那陪着我。泪海，虽然是一首伤心的歌，但它却能让我觉得很温暖~很安心~

爱，无处不在

爱，让人想不透，猜不透，看不见，摸不着。什么事爱？爱能吃吗？它是一种货物吗？不是的，爱，是一种感觉，它会给人们带来感动，温暖。它是看不见，摸不着的。然而，爱，无处不在。

自爱，定义就是说你爱你自己吗？会自爱的人不会让自己去从事不好或犯法的事。洁身自爱，古人常告诉后人，要做个受人尊重的人，被爱戴的人。首先，必须先学会去爱别人。学会了自爱，自然而然会有别人对你伸出他/她的友爱。当今的各国领袖，有哪位不是学习自爱，有哪位历史人物不是拥有及秉持自己的廉耻及发挥他们的大爱。后人从中学习让爱的精神延续下去。古人曾说“欲知其国者，必先齐其家，欲齐其家者，必先修其身“。

除此之外，家人给予孩子的爱，给家人的爱。父母往往将自己全部的爱给予自己的孩子。父母可以为了孩子牺牲自己全部。家人给予的爱是别人无法代替的。妈妈每天早上会准时把你从睡梦中叫醒，有时常对你嘘寒问暖，有时作为孩子的我们会对父母如此的行为感到不满。但，孩子，你可想过“打是疼，骂事爱”，你可想过妈妈头上有多少根白发吗？有多少条皱纹吗？她对我们付出了多少的爱啊!

在现代社会里，生存着只有黑暗，欺骗，可说是人面兽心。可是，在这黑暗的社会爱其实就在这里。当一个无家可归，到处流浪，无一餐温饱，挺身而出的事在为这社会服务的各位义工。社会的某机构建造了许多间流离所给予缺少家的人。其实在这冷冰冰的社会里，还有爱的存在。在发生大水灾时，地震的时候，各国给予的援助，关怀，大家都毫不吝啬地发挥自己的爱心。捐钱的捐钱，出力的出力。没钱没力的也会帮忙呼吁大家的帮忙。

在不久前，青海发生了一场大地震，各国人民看了可说是心里不好受，几百万人受难，死亡数量可说是惊人。在青海这场天灾的发生后，各国都在第一时间派出久远，物资及关怀。这充分说明了当今社会其实还有爱存在着。爱其实很简单，自要你愿意伸出你的一双手，将爱传到地球每一个角落，让这世界拥有爱在环绕。

非洲及一些落后国家，他们的人民可说是民不聊生。生不如死，三天不知有没有水可以喝，衣服也不知有没有的穿，更别说一个“家”，他们渴望的只有一个，那就是“家”。虽然没有达成，但他们相信这世界是有爱的，他们只是单纯地相信着，将爱心传播出去。人们失去了爱，就等于失去了灵魂。有的人爱钱，爱物资享受，但那也是爱。

爱是一门学问，我们从小就被培养成有爱的人，学习如何去爱是永无止境的。正可谓“活到老，学到老”。早在几亿年前，爱意存在及永不熄灭，不止是人类懂爱，其实动物与植物也有“爱”。动物像是老虎，蛇，小狗等都会为了保护自己最爱的家人而与敌人一较高下。家畜会为了保护自己的主人而牺牲生命。它们所发挥的爱有时还会超越了人们呢！

地球是神创造的，我们坚信着神爱世人，神赐与我么难了的土地，让我们永享快乐。神给予我们的爱是无可替代的。他将树林赐予我们，将自己的肉化为泥土，将自己的血便成河流，赐予我们空气。神所发挥的大爱是我们学习不来的。然而，我们却可以利用这爱来保护地球。不让地球再受到伤害，停止污染，停止砍伐，停止战争。

爱，无处不在，每一个人都有责任将爱传到下一代，让爱在这社会，国家，地球甚至全宇宙永不熄灭。每一个人心中都有爱存在着，试着伸出你的双手，给予一个微笑，让这爱传下去。

遗憾

现在是晚上9.15分，一面听着方炯镔的“遗憾”一面回想起最近发生的一切。还记得第一次听到这首歌时是在第一次坐你的车。那时一听这首歌就被它深深打动了。它那温柔的音乐就这样环绕着我们，除去了那不安的心情~所以每次我上你的车是一定会去放这首歌。然而，每次都在你的车听到这首歌可是我一直都不知道它的名字。对我而言，它很特别，就像你那样那么特别~记得前几天，我无意间在电台忽然听到这首歌~眼泪突然在我眼眶打滚~大概是被感动到了吧！脑子里不停的想起那时的我们，到现在，我想记得你车子里那甜甜的味道~那是樱桃味。所以咯，我爱上了这首特别的歌~遗憾~