19-09-2010

This month will less online...next month will stop on9-ing~ spm....i'm nt sure i cn gt a gud result...but i'll try my best^^...do it for you..i still remember u said that to me b4 u leaved~ tml is reopen sch...start a new life...must add more OIL~shuld not watse my time anymore...put some effort on it b4 regret~i hope i could tahan till the last day of spm...be tough!!!! there is a new plan for me..if i felt stress...or lost~temple de~ i will be there..mayb bai bai could help me reduce stress~i can do it izit??? tell me yes babe~>v<

moody?

gosh~i gotta feeling...like wana scold ppl gao gao~T.T....wats goin on arh...~i had done something reli stupid 2day...mayb its the reason that i wana blame on some1..so damn hate this kind of attitude~lee pei yeng...whn u gona change it huh? =.=...i nid something to clean my mind~my brain was stuck just like my nose~=.=...reli shuang during shopping~the moment that i cn throw everything behind...i nid IT agn...XD...

two is better than one~

peiyeng here!!!!! it is still holidays~so i can hanging around my blog~=p...just finish bathed,suddenly my brain was flash back some memory...i am missing u~when u sing that song with guitar..gosh...so lam~touching~^^...bcz the song is means a lot for us..^^i hope tat there is no others girl could saw u sing to them except me =p...hehe...tml will be a brand new day..i'm still loving u..loving my family..loving my frens~

holidays~^^

holidays holidays~!!!!!! holidays= tuition + work..O.O..i had passed a lovely,meaningful,happiest holidays...why ? why? ask me babe~hehe...his kk friends was coming to sdk..at first i heard..i was afraid..oh o~haha...but actually they r very kind and lovely~its very comfort to be with them~or maybe i shuld said its all because u r right beside me?? =p..within two days...we had visited sepilok,RDC,ate PTG,ytimin.....ocean king for breakfast~u was late tat morning~haha..and u keep on saying sorry~i din mad at all,cz his frens was blame on hin..''gao cho o..let ur gf wait''haha..it is the first time for me to go there with bf~either u too...^^...crocodile farm and memorial park..we met a cute baby~he was so cute~,memorial park..ur fav plc..full of sej~haha...sepilok...20 minutes drift frm sim sim to there..shuang~i won..i knew tat u r let me won~in the sepilok,i still remember tat new zeland's guai lou ask u wat...r u two korean? hahahaha...bangga~!!..there is no other word can describe u except HAPPY..1st time i slept on ur shoulder was in the video room...time is short bt i slp dou hou lam~cz u r beside me~ ~u r a ''sai sam'' and super good bf~he knew tat the sun was hot..he will shade u frm getting sun burnt..by using a RDC map...haha...playing the ''diew kiu''...kein ,kyane,u and geo was crazy~so scary~after v walk till the end...''perhatian,hanya 2 atau 3 dewasa lalu'' hahahaha~
that was day activities...at night..tiara pub..reli not a good plc to go~cz all of them r guai guai zai n lui~haha...ba lin~ i love this plc..cz u said b4..''i will brg my gf here one day'' and u made it last few month~hehe...having siew gai yik in the vip ''roof''..jeremiah was super afraid~phobia of height~XD..sit very formal thr..nt dare to move an inci~XD...after they bak kk...u r mine..XD...u brg me go temple dek~to visit ur mum~thank u..it means a lot for me n u,i'm sure.....i pray for u...for everything..verynight..whn u fetched me home..i always think tat..time pass too fast..T.T...its time to say goodbye..i hate to say goodbye..u knew tat..tats y u seldom say goodbye~jing wu tat night..v went to fetch ur two kawaii biao mei..they r reli cute..funny..go pub order cola...emtiam..haha..town seaside...i love there..a good plc for couple~hehe...he is a solou~a movie watched twice also dun mind...he is a ben dan~haha..meanwhile...i love his dad d tong sui^^...thanks him..enjoy the sunset agn at sim sim next time..now..he is goinbg back kk...v cnt meet for the coming 3 months..sad~tears dropped whn i hears ''my heart will go on''flashed back these 10 days..but anyway,i wnt cry front of u...i wont let u worry^^i'll jia you,i hope u will jia you too...dec...i hope tat time u will acc enjoy the sunset at tanjung aru..>.<..this is all abt OUR holidays~thank u..chen vui...

摩斯特Da.mon.ster - I Love You. You Love Me

The Saturdays - Missing You

I'm back~^^

there had been a long time that i leaved my blog...well...I'm home friends~XD...u guys miss me???within these weeks,lots of things had happened..where should i start??? at first,EXCEL IS OVER~hurrayy!!! 2nd,HOLIDAYS IS AROUND THE CORNER!! it is two weeks holidays...we shuld be happy,bt i'm not...i'm getting nervous and nervous...more stress..more afraid with this coming SPM!!! we cant predict wat will happen in the future..thats y we afraid of it..BE TOUGH~i hope some1 could told me that~i knew that i wasnt alone..but once i step in my house..i was alone,facing my books alone,talking to myself,even my grandmum n granddad was here~but then,i'm still feel so lonely...what am i actually want??? am i too count on u?? i was afraid that i will lost myself..i'm not who i am~haiz....i'm still searching my lost treasure~when i was lost,i kept telling myself...everything gona be alright,dun watse ur time!! awake~our future is in our hand..i'm not gone leave any sign in my secondary school~moreover,i sweard i wont fall in sick during exam...i was totally regret abt it..gosh..too worst~i cnt accept it...

last night i read a news...it was about three teenagers dead in an car accident,when i read one of the teenager gf's blog..i was cried..it was too touching..tat second 1st thing come to my mind was,if one day that happened between us..how?? i hav no idea...i shared this news to my friends this morning..some say they will cried,but some said wont...not crying it dosent mean not caring,din ,love him,or cruel...actually their heart was bleeding...u knw tat? girls sometime said tat i dun care..watever..but when girls alone..they actually care a lots...they r hide to cry...girls..dun gt fooled easily...some1 ask me...will u be one of them?? i said_____girls like to set up a layer of self protection frm guys...agree..they actually pretending they r strong enough can accept anything..grandma teache dme that dun trust guys easily..be smart...yea..she is right...eventhough it was a lie,we should learn from experiences~a guys will protect u if he do love u..he wont hurt u break ur heart easily...^^